Will he ever see the real me
The real me that would die without him
I question myself does he realy kno how much I love him
He has never saw me the way I have always seen him
The troubles we have had has mad us closer somehow
Too much there to just throw away...but why cant he see he loves me too
Why cant he see that he would be as lost as me if something went wrong
I dont understand why he cant let go of the past and "her"
She wont ever change,she could never love him as deep as I have
Why cant he love me the way he loves "her"
I kno I cant give him the life he needs or even wants at that,
thats why i have given up
I'll let "her" win once again and when if falls apart just like it did before
I"ll still be here like I always have,hopin then he'll see the real me
and hopefully...one day he'll love me
By: AsH "May 2004"
Its amazing how u make ur face like a wall
how u take ur heart n turn it off
how i turn my head n lose it all
its unnerving how one move puts me by myself
there u go trustin someone else
now i kno i put us both thro hell
im not sayin there wasnt nuthin wrong
i just didnt think ud ever get tired of me
im not sayin we ever had the chance to hold on
i just didnt wanna let it get away from me
is this how its gonna end
when u've depending on the one ure leavin now
how ur good intentions turned to doubt
the way u needed time to sort ti all out
tell me is this how its gonna end
i just cant comprehend u get me high then low
i cant show what im feelin ,never was the type
tried like hell but u didnt care
u stepped on my feelings,u cant compromise,u cant decide
if u want to stay mine or say goodbye
i used to lose my thought lookin in to ur eyes
i used to shiver when u touched me
u dont kno what u've done to me
u used to take the pain away
i used to think without u around i couldnt breathe
if youre going then go ahead n leave dont stay if u dont want to be with me
By: AsH n KeRrIe "April 2003"
One day he'll look back n remember her
One day she'll look back n remember him
One day he'll think about the way he treat her
One day she'll think about how she let him treat her
One day he'll look back n think of how they could of been
One day she'll do the same
One day he'll wish he could take back the things he did n said
One day she'll be glad he didnt
One day he'll wish he could back
One day she'll be glad you cant
One day he'll miss her
One day she wont miss him
One day he'll wish he would of kept her
One day she'll be glad ge let her go
One day he'll cry over her like she has always did over him
One day she wont cry over him like she always had
One day he'll wanna call her just to hear her voice
One day she'll wanna call him just to let him kno shes let go
One day he'll be sorry
One day she'll be sorry she ever loved him
One day he'll want her back
One day she'll never look back
One day he'll miss her,but when that day comes she wont miss him
By:AsH "April 2004"
It didnt hurt me to leave u but to see u with her it does
I never did cry til that night u was all over her
Im with him,so why do I care
I dunno, i guess loves still there
So much pain within both of us
Why cant it just end
You dont care anymore so why should I
It was just a lie the whole time
Im going to try to let it go even tho my heart keeps telling me no
By: AsH "Feb 2002"
Your first tru love...
it is the feelin u get n ur stomach everytime he passes by
it is the smile upon ur face when u hear his name
it is the way he looks at u that makes u feel like he knows
u better than anyone
it is the touch of the hand that u would never give up
it is the kisses that will never taste any sweeter
it is the place n ur heart saved for only him
it is the arms u call home n the only heartbeat that makes you happy
But ur first tru love is also the ignorance that will never end,
the bliss is so untouchable
im reality it couldnt be more untru
it is the tears only he can make u cry
it is the hurt only he can make u feel
and it is the heartache that only he can make last for so long
it all comes to an end somehow or another
and memories have never been so bittersweet
the look n his eyes is empty and meaningless now
and u dont kno what to do or where to turn
since he was the one u confided in,he still is the one who gives u
the butterflies and maker ur heart race
and he will always keep that place in ur heart becuz he was ur first love
no matter where u go or who u meet that place can never be taken
its so complicated that what u had u thought would last forever
has just shattered in front of u n theres no way to put it back together
ne thankful though knowing u loved him n he honestly loved u
for that time,even though it seems to have ended way too soon
u can always say u have felt love inits strongest
but time heals all wounds,u will move on n so will he
u will be happy again despite what u feel now
but u will always love him in one way or another just as he does u
becuz he was ur first tru love
I DIDNT WRITE THIS ONE BUT ITS
ONE OF MY FAVORITES
Hes still n love with her but she doesnt kno
she wants him to tell her how he feels before she gives up n lets go
He still wants things to work
but she doesnt kno He keeps it to himself
thinkin shell never give up n let go
He tries to tell her how he feels but he cant
find the words to say
knowning shes givin up n lettin go
Hes still in love with her
but she doesnt kno
yet too much time has gone by
Shes got someone new
and theres nuthin he can do
but give up n let go
By: AsH "May 2003"
